Sorry for worrying you.Inarius wrote:Hey ? Are you still okay ? No post for nearly a month, nothing on the forum...we poor creatures begins to be worried !
I'll be honest, I've been having psychological problems the last few weeks. Not depression or anything severe, just a sort of apathetic downtime. Burnout, I guess.
I made some pretty big and interesting strides I haven't mentioned in regards to the creature rationality, which I keep meaning to make a blog post on, but then I just... stopped. Maybe two weeks ago. Hit a wall, just didn't have the motivation to keep up with both Species (incl. the blog/forums) and my day job anymore. Which is weird, because I'm really interested in what I'm working on at the moment. It *should* be something I'm keen to get back to, and any other time I would be, but right now I'm just... not.
Anyway, I kept thinking I'd get back into it the next day, hense the reason I didn't say anything.
This isn't the first time I've had these apathetic periods, and I inevitably recover eventually. Admittedly this one has been worse than usual, but it's well timed: I've got two weeks off from my day job over Christmas, starting Friday. With luck, I'll be able to recover fully over that period, maybe even use the free time to get some stuff done.
(edit) I haven't been keeping up with the forums recently but I do log in occasionally, so if anything needs seeing to send me an email or pm.